Deep Blue Sea,

That was a horrible shock for you and a rotten thing for him to do. He was not honest, he was a cheater to lead you on to where he never planned to take you. PHOOEY on him. Fink!!!!

Rejection is hideous. I do know from experience and I've had my heart broken in so many ways over my life time.

You deserve more than a suicide cop-out. I had years of abuse as a small child in all kinds of ways. I was programmed to suicide out. But, I am not going to do that. He was a jerk to you and should be mentally flogged!

Get some help to heal your life and keep looking for things to love about life. There is no way you should blow off your only life. There are so many more things that have possibilities.

Some people hurt me yesterday. They had made a kind of family bond with me and then abandoned the relationship in a busy time and it hit old wounds so deeply I wanted to self-injure or even worse. But, today I am dragging myself off the ash-heap and trying to regroup.

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Don't do that. "The best revenge is a life well lived" - I truly believe that and I've had a ridiculous amount of time and experiences to tet the theory. grr.

Hugs and the loan of a clothes brush so you can dust yourself off and get moving again!

Leslie and her Pixies