((((((( Halliebeth)))))))))) Ty .... it's good to hear that...b/c I may be doing that over the next few days ... i have so much going on it's hurting my head and it has nowhere to go.

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(((((((((((( Rap )))))))))))) Ty ... like you said i'm glad it's not wasted here ..and I'm glad you can relate ..I appreciate that. I can't exercise ..I'm not healthy tho and I don't eat really all that much either. I'm going today to talk to my pdoc to get my meds checked although that's not why the outburst last night.

I need therapy tho because of what is going on, but I'm sure I'll be posting later for some relief ...ty again.

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(((((((((( Silver ))))))))))) ty ... you are always so thoughtful and concerned for others and I know you have so much going on .. just knowing you care means a lot ..ty so much.

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((((((((( yes )))))))))) ty for caring ... i often have you on my mind cuz i can relate to you when I was young ..you're so filled with energy and I hope your gonna be ok. Ty so much for checking on me.. you know you can pm me to anytime.

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((((((( pat )))))))) ty... not a better place .. just need to get certain big situations under control ...and my meds corrected. My brain can't handle all these things happening at once and then I feel like things are spilling out of my head...like i'm forgetting my thoughts and I'm afraid of it. I need to write important stuff down or I'll forget it.

I have problems w/my b/f and I had to write down stuff that happened b/t us over the past few weeks ..more detailed the last week ...for fear of forgetting..then feeling like I'm the crazy one... and then writing a mock conversation I need to have so that I don't lose my thoughts, but also cuz i need to get this out of my mind.

I don't know if I'm making any sense and this is only one lil issue. I have big issues w/my ex and my son that drive me insane.

I'm gonna stop now.

Thanks tho.

This was good tho..cuz i didn't hurt myself...although i'm not eating, but at least i didn't cut..so that is good still.