Needing to VENT!!!!

I am literally pissed right now because I feel as though an alter is purposely with holding vital symptoms I needed to happen over the last two week so my doctor could have the cardiologist decide if I need a pacemaker or not.... and the monitor I have been wearing goes back tomorrow with lots to look as far as my heart problems over all go, but not much for the cardiologist to go on with the pace maker issue.

Grrrrrrrrrrrr - I could strangle who ever is in control of this issue... as I am in so much freaking pain (have been for the last three months so WHY stop now) and I need relief from this life altering discomfort I am living with each and every day of my life.

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!