DAWG, I hear you. I can totally relate to where you're coming from. Right now, I'm sitting in my spare bedroom with all kinds of documents and papers on the bed. I want to shred those papers, but I seem to not have the motivation or strength. I am experiencing depression along with sciatica. Whenever I have a sort of good physical day, I plan to do lots of things. Some get done, some don't. Either I run out of energy, lose interest or get depressed.