Thank you for your replies. It's nice to know that I am not alone in this.
I think part of it is that since he is so busy with everything he does I don't get to see him as much as I would like (last night was the first time I saw him in 3 weeks except for when I saw him on stage in his play before they took it to competition) It's hard because not only am I not out there doing things and being accomplished but I am being put aside while he does all his stuff.

It's interesting today the girl I mentioned who won best actress at the competition wrote a note on facebook saying she didn't feel like she had any talents and nothing she did was any good. It makes me wonder if even if I did have a talent if I would still feel this way.

It would be nice to have something I could be proud of though.