different medications work differently for different people, honey. so it's possible that you just haven't found the one that works well for you just yet. keep persevering.

the other thing is - maybe you could try some therapy. when i went into therapy, i thought they were nothing wrong with my life - and therapy helped me see that! but my T also pointed out that there were some things *i* did that helped me get depressed. e.g., perfectionism - and then i would be sad when i wasn't good enough. so we have worked on things like that and it has helped somewhat .