T and Teacher T are meeting at 10 today.

I think this is making me realize how much I don't trust Teacher T yet. I am SURE she is going to go in there and turn T against me. Like, she has figured out that I am actually "bad" but T likes me too much to notice, and she's going to go in there and make him see the truth. Ugh. It makes me literally feel like throwing up.

T left me a message yesterday saying one thing he can promise is that their meeting won't change anything between us. But of course, this is before the meeting. Once he knows how bad I really am, it's inevitable things will change between us.

Wow, this sucks.