hi rachel, i read your post and just want to give you a big pc  . i am so sorry for your loss. i know it must hurt a lot. even tho you didn't know your dad a part of him lives in you. while he may have expressed disappointment that you didn't see him, i'm sure he was wise enough to understand your reasoning. you are a very mature young lady to be 14 yrs of age.
i'm glad you found pc too. it helps so many of us. i will keep you in my prayers. hugs.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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