It's complicated. Little me used to like talking to t and could tell her anything. Then she got mad at t and doesn't trust her anymore, therefore she is against going to therapy in general. The part that pretends to be dead (zombie she) doesn't care about anything as long as she is left alone and no one bothers her. Her problem is that t sometimes gets her out, she doesn't like this. The managing part (other she) is scared of everything and anything, including t.