Sooo....Another post.
I am at home now and recentley was invited to a one year reunion like event for my school. However when I go there everyone was looking at me and acting as if I was a convicted fellon or someone who was just at a funeral.
One of my friends came up to me and asked me, "So how are you coping with everything?" I was like, "What do you mean?" and she was like, "Well, you know the whole thing with you da leaving, and your dark past and all that stuff?". I was like "what stuff?!?" and she plainly told me my whole lifestory along wiht all the dark secrets that I told my thereapist. She then reminded me that it was all the information I posted on Facebook.com. I told her I never posted anything on that site that would involve so much personal information and she then told me that someone did.
I found out that this guy, Joe, who hated me in highschool school had just so happened to work at my therapists office. I guess he went through my T's files and saw my name and decided to post all this information about me on the site. I got soooo mad. Every one knew about everything about me. Wheather it be alcohol to sexlife. He basicley outed me which really sucked. What happend in highschool was this:
I had alot of friends and everyone liked me. I however, was not one to mess with, I was always able to scheem and manipulate if ineeded to. I was on this site showing people before and after pictures of when i was alot hevier and now that I was a little more fit and he found the picture and posted it all around the school. Then I decided to do other stuff to get back at him. Lets just say I was able to defend my self properly. well he must be trying to get back at me. he was alwasy a bully to people.
I told my thereapist what had happend and I didnt want him to press charges but to atleast fire him. So my therapist decided to fire him.
I just wanted to tell you guys to be carfull about who can access your information becasue my troubled and really dark past is out there.
Now every one at my highschool and thier families know about my homelife, mom and sisters, and y horrid past. (drinking, drugs, levaing for a few days and missing school, hustleing, they found out that I have a brother from my dad's previous affair, etc...) I really want to seek vengesnce for what happend, but that would turn me into my old scheeming self and I really don't want to go that way.
I feel that I just had to share it becasue i havn't really told anyone about what happend except for my T. Just remember to be careful. Im just currentley soo stressed out.
thanks'
Roman James
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