I feel guilty about everything all of the time. I feel guilty that I am so heavy, so depressed, so numb.

I try to be the best mom, wife, friend, etc. that I can be but always end up feeling like I fall short. There's not enough of me to go around and I can only handle so much at once. Sometimes I wish I could sleep the day away. Nothing is ever enough.

It's like people just dump stuff in my lap and say to me "Here you deal with it and then tell me how to deal with it." and then wonder why nothing is done later. It's overwhelming.

I am a super woman in disguise but really I am lonely, afraid, and sad. I'm like a truck that is stuck in a mud puddle. Tires constantly spinning and yet getting nowhere.

I want so many things but it feels like I have such a mountain to climb.

I don't want anyone to see this weakness within me. In my mind, it is not okay to feel this way.

I need to be okay because so many people depend on me to be.