i keep getting more flashes of things coming back to me :S thing is i don't know whether the things i'm remembering happened in real life, in a dream, or on the telly. i definitely remember them - but from where? they feel like short term memories, very recent, but i don't know whether they happened or not. one of them was of seeing a baby being attacked by a cat and screaming and me thinking "well it serves the baby right for being in the way" and generally being angry with the baby and laughing at it. but i don't know whether i dreamed it, or it happened or what. it seems really vivid but quite sort of ethereal too - but is that because it's a memory and not an incident or because it never really happened? most odd.