I did finally talk to T for about 30 minutes. He did most of the talking. I am angry about how things turned out. Mainly at Teacher T. It's kind of a long story.

Oh well, more &^$* to work on in therapy, huh?

Really, I'm SO mad. Which is interesting, since the outcome I expected was someone being mad at me. I don't know which is worse. Anger makes me want to do bad things to me. Anger turned inward....

I guess I'll try to keep the anger where it belongs, which is clearly not on me in this situation. I hate anger! I hate it.

Thanks for the hugs and checking in.