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Originally Posted by DePressMe
thunderbear, I was into crack. Meth was not really on the scene before I quit drugs. I had some of the same feeling you are describing but, for the most part, they have gone away. Every now and then the feeling of being unreal or being disoriented will hit me, but not very often. Yes, it sounds like a good idea for you to talk with a doctor. Can you see a psychiatrist?
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i am into crack also. i love the stuff too much. i spent 5 years off of it & started back again i when im not doing it i think about it alot. as for meth ive never done it. my brother has done everything & he tries to tell the difference between a crack high & meth. i dont have a concept of meth high. i used to snort crank in my early 20s when i drank alot but people teel me thats not the same. i can never get a straight answer. used to snort coke but after trying crack i could care less if someone put a line of coke in front of me to snort. i was much happier when i was off of it for that five years. i served the Lord & had an inner joy that doesn come from anything here in this life. i keep praying to God for Him to do whatever He has to for us to quit this awful cycle--then at the same time im like tomorrows payday i hope hubby gets drunk so he'll start callin the dope dealers. thats usually how it works i wait for hubby to get a buzz & he picks up the cell phone & im like Yes i get to do a hit. but lately ive been scheming to get a little for myself while hes at work. ive never felt so conflicted.