(((earthmama)))
Anger does not have to be a bad thing. It is a powerful feeling, so it can be scary, but it can also be empowering. I'm really proud of you for confronting all of this. Maybe this anger is helping you to actually face this problem of communication with Teacher T, giving you strength to stand up for what *you* know is right?
It sounds like Teacher T might have been triggered, because it is not very professional to just change her mode of contact with no explanation. In other words, Teacher T needed a meeting with T because of *her* and not anything wrong with you.
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In the past month or so, she has basically stopped communicating with me outside of class, and I thought it was because I did something wrong and I've really been worrying and suffering - and it turns out that she decided without telling me that she had the "roles" confused and was changing her approach.
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This bothers me. It saddens me that you would assume you did something wrong and torture yourself over it. You deserve so much better than that..for yourself!
Remember who you are -- you are a kind, loving, and powerful being. You have strong instincts and so much inner strength I don't think it can be quantified. Let that anger feed that strong and powerful woman inside of you, and give her a voice. A voice so that you can speak up for what is right and not suffer in silence because of another's failings.
Be safe and many hugs or I'll hold the punching bag if you need it
