It's hard to explain.. I mean.. It was mostly bright red blood, and lots of it.. But sometimes there's brown blood too.. And yes, i find blood in my undies. Quite a lot of the time, actually.

There's always pain after I've finished, sometimes for like 2-3 hours and even to the point where I can't sit down at times. And the pain is all the way through. There has been itching, quite a bit of it.

It's strange, because it stops happening for a few days and then it starts up again, but even when it stops bleeding, i still get the horriffic pain.

I'm just waiting for the time when my favourite nurse is there. I don't want to talk to anyone but her about it, I trust her.