Deliquesce,

I think that knowing your hallucinations are not real makes them pseudohallucinations. And people with schizophrenia most often believe that their hallucinations are real and don't understand why people don't hear or see them too.

I too often worry about losing my mind to hallucinations or an alter reality. But we cannot take up the time we do have worrying about time we may not have, it makes now less important. But living in the moment is what is truly important so if you can set your worries aside try to. I will try to also.

Love and Hugs,
Tara