Well, I finally fell asleep around midnight and woke up promptly at 2:58. Cried out of total frustration and lack of sleep and then, since my brain was already going down that path, I cried because of mistakes I have made in the past, because I'm lonely, because I'm worried....I'm sure I probably even cried because my legs need shaved! (ok, not that reason, but just showing I was crying for reasons that don't even make sense). Didn't get back to sleep this time before the alarm goes off. Friday the girls are going to a sleep over, I may take something early and go to bed, as much as I don't want to. When I do all the things you are supposed to do--or not do all the things you aren't supposed to, it's so very frustrating.