I'm sorry I will reply to you I just need to rant right now, just don't wanna start new thread.....

'cause argh!!!!!!!!!!! I hate this house... I hate it SO MUCH!!!!!
I'm loosing it
I've spent all day searching for jobs... my doc had asked me not to and I don't think personally I'm in a state to do a full time job maybe not even a part time... but now I don't care! I have to do something.. I don't care if work drives me mad or I make a complete sham of it all... I just
sorry