Thanks for the feedback. I agree that a relationship is give and take. And you did not hurt my feelings. I am glad that you have been successful in your marriage.
Yesterday I email Karen two short pages from this site on bipolar. She called me late last night to say she was sorry about getting mad at me. Karen was totally impressed with the information on bipolar and has ordered the book "Bipolar for Dummies". So I feel hopeful today. Thank you again for responding to me.
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Update: Living without any medications after 16 years do to mindfulness meditation and mindful psychotherapy. (Previously given many wrong diagnosis.) Currently in mindful psychotherapy. Pursuing neuro feedback to increase functioning of right side of the brain, as trauma causes deficits in the brain. Will update when I know the results!!!
Keep on researching to increase healing and happiness. Buddhism is my path.