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...."feel like I am going crazy."....you posted.
i agree with some of the posts about seeing your pdoc re trying some new meds that possess less side effects. your obsessing about his past relationships,etc. is clearly something that is bothering you and also your relationship. whatever the dx is, meds can reduce this anxiety and obsession that is controlling you right now. the ball is in your court. only you can decide, but i think you got some good suggestions in these posts. let us know how you're doing, k?
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