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So yeah, the title explains it.
It's just...I can't live like this anymore
It's like I'm made of china
And the world's hands aren't gentle, I know
My dad yelled at me tonight because I was listening to my CD player so I couldn't hear him calling me downstairs, I can't tell you how many bad thoughts seem to run through my head at once. Whenever people yell at me I end up crying 90% of the time. I've always been that way. And yeah, my parents always gave me crap about crying over every little thing.
What sucks is that what is normal to most people is very hurtful to me, and in order to deal with it I have to learn how to cope but considering I don't have very good coping skills it's very hard.
I'm not really looking for advice on this right now, because I know the only thing I can really do is change myself. At this point in my life right now, all of that self-help info and advice about how changing your mindset helps just pisses me off. I've heard it several times too many. But some hugs would be nice.
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