(((((((img))))))) we all care about you  ...your problems are as real as any we may have. i'm glad you posted about this. you need to know that you are of value and worth. i know that for a fact about you.  and you can always pm me. i know you already know that but i'm reinforcing it cause i know you have a struggle within. many of us have struggled too so we do understand.
regarding wanting to be "normal" again...now what is normal??? i'ts all relative. normal compared to what? i'm just giving you something to think about... 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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