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Originally Posted by Troy
You captured the feeling in words Capp
And at the end of every comment or explanation or description, I want to say "I'm sorry." Isn't that pitiful. Always feeling "sorry" for things where we didn't even have a choice.
And to top that off, when I say "I'm sorry" I trigger myself because of forced writing of those words over and over as a school boy abused by teachers.
It's like going in circles.
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So very true, Troy.
Sometimes I feel like I am the hamster running on the wheel...exhaustion is the only thing that allows me to stop.
We take better care of someone else's hurts than we do our own...akin to doing penance, I think.
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