I was always too authentic, always me, eccentric me, at all costs...this thus cost me many jobs...fifty-two to be exact...always being told I was too eccentric to fit in..

It is just now I am developing my present- to- the world self. a little less eccentric, keeping my bright smile though This new present-to-the world self is much more mature, ready to react to any situation, I was always thoughtful, yet now, I can be thoughtful towards the uneccentric, not expect people to be as outgoing as I am, learn to accept the quiet people in this life awww