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notme9 said: In some ways, it's nice to just feel mad and drop the relationship and not have to think about it anymore. Easier than the alternative, always needing more.
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Isn't this the crap we are always selling ourselves, but then loathing ourselves for later.
We withhold or don't allow ourselves to engage, get deep, and benefit from the hour exchange, Why? For me I think it is because I might figure out that LIKE IT and want to do it more. Or I might realize that this type of exchange is what I want to have with other relationships, but either don't or can't. When I recognize I want something, I run the risk of feeling like I don't have enough.
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