Lately I have been episodes of.... well I guess it's anger.
I am not really sure. All of the sudden like, out of the blue
my teeth will start to grind involuntarily, my fist(s) will clinch,
and/or I will feel this overwhelming sense of... rage build up on
the inside of me. It is triggered by anything and everything.
The littlest of things can and will set it off. For example,
if my dog wipes her cold wet nose on my hand and I don't want her to.
Or if my brother-in-law looks at me the wrong way. Or if I am in bed and
I hear my father-in-law clear his throat from his bed (which if he does it
a lot it means he is awake).

If people are, in my opinion, making too much noise or being too hyper
(ie my sister-in-law), I feel rage. When she comes inside from smoking
and sits down beside me, I feel rage.

And sometimes... I just feel this rage for no "reason" whatsoever"
It has no trigger that I know of. It just... happens.

What the f*** is wrong with me? I feel like I am going completely insane!