Hi, no you're not mad it's all part of depression - not that it helps. Before my meds I used to get completely irrationally angry, over nothing. Try to walk away, deep breath, or decide it's just not worth it. Sometimes it feels more like frustration because things aren't the way you want them. Are you on any meds? Mine do help. How I still have a family left after my behaviour over the last few years is amazing. Just remember it will pass, try and block it out if you can.
Take care,
Gayle