(((((((((((((notme)))))))))))))))

I can't IMAGINE how angry I would be at T after a 3 month break! Reconnecting is hard, even if there has been contact during the break. And I know that when I e-mail things to T and then SEE him, I often have that feeling of "oops". I actually don't e-mail him a lot of disclosures anymore because of that - I've learned that I might not actually be ready for him to know when I see him in person.. My e-mails are more reassurance-seeking (have you heard I'm the World's Neediest Client? lol)

I think what you are feeling is perfectly natural, and probably just part of the process you will have to go through to reconnect with T. Connecting, disconnecting, reconnecting....it's so exhausting...but really, I think, worth it.

Sending many