I know how you feel. You shouldn't let yourself feel this way. I always feel like a loser because I think I have no friends, even though I do. I know how feeling like a failure feels just as well, because nothing I do is ever good enough for my mom. I don't want to see people feeling like me, because I started feeling suicidal when my grandmother died when I was only nine. I'm eleven now, and although I seem young, I know depression all too well. I feel like on here is the only place where I can talk to people about it. I've told my mom that sometimes I just want to die, and she says I'm being dramatic. Just remember that people on here understand and you can't be a loser if so many people feel the same way.