I have only been with my T for a few months and I noticed that the last few sessions I have been a little angry with her. I don't know if it because I get frustrated with myself because I can't find the words or if it is because she seems so calm and at peace. WHich is what I want so bad and I don't know how to get it. I appreciate her nuturing way especially since my first T was a Judgemental jerk plus! and it was not a very good experience. Sometimes I feel angry with her because I haven't had past experiences with a T and I don't know what I should be doing or saying, I feel like I talk and talk and I want answers/solutions and she doesn't give them to me. I guess I am waiting to be fixed and it is not happening fast enough for me. You'd think after living in a chaotic world for most of my life I would realize it will take more than a few months to feel progress. Right now I guess we are just getting into the meat of things and there are feelings I have stuffed for so long that are emerging. Am I off base or is this the way therapy goes? Could use some confirming. I thought about asking her but I don't know what to ask. I don't want to sound ungratful or like I am clueless (ha ha which I am)