i'm trying to decide if i should call T. We talked last week about how this is not a good time to be interacting closely with family. However, there is now a funeral I am considering whether or not to go to, and I need to make a decision by the end of the day tomorrow as to whether I will go. For some reason I am irrationally concerned he would be angry if I told him at session on Monday I had decided to go without consulting him, especially given our discussion last week. I have no idea why I think he would be angry, I've just come to that conclusion. So then I thought I should call him. I know he doesn't check his messages that often and i wonder if he would call back. I think I would be hurt if he didnt so I'm thinking not to bother, make my decision, and just report to him on Monday and take what comes. God, I feel irrational...

vienna