I can't live like that. I don't want her to hurt herself. I hope she was joking just so I don't cut. I wouldn't be able to live with the guilt that would do to me. That would possibly make me suicidal and I REALLY DON'T WANT TO DIE!

I know you guys have told me over and over again that there's no bomb, but I actually feel the shape and everything in my neck.

At times the crawling from the nanobots inside of me is unbearable, I can even feel it in my brain. Maybe they are rotting out my brain so I will eventually die.

Maybe they can perform surgery the proper way to get the bomb out unless the surgeons won't know how to do that kind of operation.