Last week when I was going through all of the craziness with T and Teacher T, I had a dream. In the dream, I had a female T, but she was more of a friend than a T. In fact, she had left her family and I suspected it was to be with ME and it made me really uncomfortable. At the end of the dream, I was scheduling my next session with her, and I was wondering "what happened to T?" I really wanted HIM to be my T, and I missed his steady, dependable, secure presence.

I woke up and realized that Teacher T really had crossed some boundaries, almost into the realm of "friendship" and I realized that no matter what happened, I could still count on T. And in my dream, I knew how safe and secure I could be with him and his boundaries, and I craved that. When I woke up, it was a combination of an "a-ha" moment about Teacher T and a moment of total trust and connection with T, no matter how angry I was.

I've had quite a few really meaningul and enlightening dreams since starting T, that was just the most recent. A few have really changed the course of therapy, and even of my life in some ways.

Now, when I am having a really hard time with something between me and T, I ask before I go to sleep for a dream that will guide me, and sometimes, I get one.

Cool question, P7 I hope your test turns out okay, by the way