Most every day I feel like that. I dropped off some woodwork I did for someone tonight and I was so high-strung and paranoid I just wanted to leave. I spent 15 minutes trying to decode any hidden messages in the conversation. And on most days I'm adament that I"M not the one thats crazy-everybody else is.

I hate being paranoid-its such a damn drain. I just have to keep asking myself whay any of it matters at all...

Medicine helps a little. Switched a week ago to invega. So far so good but it does keep me up at night. I'm still on a light enough dose that my mind gets reved up pretty good.