Dealing with guilt is difficult for me. I dont deal very well and I am manipulated by people all the time because of it. I read a book called in sheeps clothing about manipulative people and it says that people with obsessive/excess guilt are the most easily manipulated. What sucks is that I had to read the damn book before I realized it myself.
Another problem-since I have "gone crazy" I am susceptible to being blamed for things I didn't say or do because I'm "crazy". See manipulated section above.
I have lost many friends- but luckily I'm paranoid so I didn't trust em' anyways.
I hate taking my meds but people generally lay off when they know I'm being responsible and taking them.
Take your meds!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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