I'm glad you have your cats, I have two cats and they make me laugh and keep me company - they dont judge or tell you that you should be better - they just love you
take care P7
p.s., good luck with your T i hope there is a cancellation or that you get to talk with your T
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up! 
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture )
When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet