hi bananas,
you're being brave by opening up to your T, no matter how small the issues are at the moment. i took a long time to discuss the heavy stuff too. it's just a part of learning to trust them.
if you are getting impatient with yourself, maybe you could write her a letter? i find that a bit easier than talking sometimes.
also - you might find you get more responses if you post this in the "psychotherapy" forum further down in PC. i don't know if you've already tried that, but it seems to be the busy hub .
hth,
deli