ok ... now that i've gotten all the ativan's outta my system ... i probably seem less loopy then last night.

yes i hope you finished your paper.

Ray ... i hope your feeling better today.

I have not opened my email and probably will not b/c i'm afraid of being set off ...which is what triggered me.

I'm avoiding that till at least getting through tonight. I need to go go a dinner tonight that is honoring my father. It will be larger then a wedding and i'm having a hard time with that.

I hope it's ok that I keep posting here how i'm feeling.