thank you all for what you said, i think its gettin past me first then opening up.... i dont see a T and dont think i could, at least not yet, mayb in the future. i am ashamed to an extent and do lack confidence to bother people about myself but im workin on it! this is a first step.
thank you all again, take care xxx

'It's the dance we do... You get lost in it for a little while, but it always ends the same.'