Sweetheart, please get yourself to a doctor now. Stop worrying what they might say or might think or might do. Your body is calling out for help. Please listen to it. I don't have to tell you, but I will, that what you did to yourself last night was abuse yourself. I know it's the only way you know how to cope. What would be the repercussions if you took a semester off school? You need need need to get into a therapist who will help you, you need need need to get your health back. Your dreams of being on stage will come to naught if you aren't around to make them happen.