(((((((((((((((((((((deli)))))))))))))))))))))))

You are NOT worthless, and you DO matter, and you deserve to be heard and helped.

It's not like you've called pdoc over and over and over again - didn't you call him once and he hasn't returned your call? That is hardly being "too much" or overstepping your bounds....like others have said, it's almost certainly a case of him not getting your message.

I do know the fear of calling again and not getting a call back....like, it might prove that the first time wasn't an accident, and he really doesn't want to talk to you!!! I have SO been there. But from everything you have said about pdoc here, it sounds like he really does care, and will, of course, call you.

It sounds like you are getting ready to isolate - family gone, not going to work, not talking to pdoc. For ME,that is a recipe for disaster. It's a little formula:

Me + My Thoughts = NOT GOOD

I am worried about you and I hope you will call again.

BTW, when I saw "Australia Day" on my calendar yesterday, I thought of you (I'm in the US)

Hang in there deli, and at least keep talking to us...