There is no way on earth I am in any sort of way feeling like I could/would quit therapy. There are times when the only thing that keeps me getting up is the thought that I have my pdoc's appointment coming up...So I do need it. Plus, I am not stable in any way. No matter how hard we've tried, meds just don't seem to control my swings in any significant way and my depression is rarely lessened by anything for more than a few months...(I think this is a placebo effect, or I somehow grow tolerant to everything.)

Anyhow, regardless of why, biological or sociological, I am bipolar, I know that I have to see my pdoc.