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Old Jan 27, 2009, 04:17 PM
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Originally Posted by ginniesky View Post
yesterday was the first day i actually ate a normal amount of food just a little less than my therapist wants me to eat and well i was so surprised to find that i actually didn't gain the few lbs i was afraid i would from starting to eat again but i actually lost a 1 1/2 lbs it made me realize that maybe i don't have to starve myself to loose the weight i feel i need to loose but to just eat a healthy balance and i have been working on my feelings of not deserving food and atleast right now i can actually say that i feel i deserve to eat like everyone else that is not to say the tape recorder in my head wont come back but for today i am at peace and i am happy

DOLL is SOOOOOOOO proud of you!!!! Great job!!! That is a wonderful!!! If you are on when I am on later I would like to share something with you about that tape recorder that might help keep you on this path!!!! You are wonderful and do deserve wonderful things!!!!

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