no, I guess I'm just lame.

After I started T I heard from my older sister that there was a lot of violence & many kinds of abuse going on in our house until I was about 4 or 5. But since I have no memories except one (won't mention it for potential triggering) how can T and I "explore" them. that's the thing - if it happened before you had words to record it with - pre-verbally - you can't tell the story. And telling the story, as I am learning, is essential to treatment of trauma.

BTW thanks very much for the link to the Alice Miller site, there is a lot of good reading there.