Deli, Deli, Deli,

You are not worthless - you have helped a lot of people here - me included! that makes you worth a lot!

Ring pdoc, last time this happened he didnt get the message - RING HIM! isolating yourself doesnt work - we both know that - it leaves you alone with your thoughts and feelings and when you are feeling this way thats not good - please please please please and did I say PLEASE ring him! .... have you rung him yet?.... what about now?.....

Unfortunatley your friends ..... hmmm be nice P7.... they arnt very supportive, they are probably full on with their own lives or maybe they are scared to talk to you about your Su thoughts - they may think talking makes it worse - the old push it under the carpet and it wil be alright thing some people just dont know what to do - I am sorry they didnt answer your emails - keep posting and pm me any time - and did I mention....ring pdoc! please