I was worried last week because I was getting aggressive and irritable. Now I've slid into depression. I was pretty depressed a few weeks ago for several days, I hoped that it was just a short one.

This has gotten worse.

I was crying to day at work on several occasions. Luckily i was able to get to the bathroom, and I work in a corner where few people could see.

I realized that I'm sick, and I'm never going to get better. Even if I get stay on meds, I will always be dependent on them. I"m on 400 mg of wellbutrin and i'm depressed. Its not working.

I am never going to be free of this.

I hate my life, I hate who I am, I hate my place in the world.

Everything is pointless.