I had a nice session with T today. I told him it felt good to breathe and smile for a change, after the intensity of our recent sessions.

Before I saw T, I had ANOTHER medical test for this ongoing undiagnosed scary issue. I told him about the test and how it went, and that I would have the results on Thursday, but my appt with T is at 9 on Thursday, so I won't know anything until after my appt.

He left me a message about our session (we always do that) and at the end of the message, he said that we would have to find a way to connect up later in the day on Thursday so he could find out what happened with my test.

I feel like....T cares! I mean, I know he does care, but sometimes it's just little things like that that mean a lot. Like, I matter to him even outside of our 2 hours together each week. That feels good.