hi there. listen i dont knw u but i can tell u this u r not alone im sure there is som1 u dont know is thinking about u at this very moment & ur just being so hard on ur selr remember my friend that no matter how things can go bad that it cud be worse well its up to u to make the choice wether to stay sitting on ur bed or
to stand up to the world & prove ur self that ur not just anyone ur a somone & a very important somone u need to give ur self much credit dont think about the negative side of things think there is som1 there that makes u smile its impossibe that he doesnt exist u need to be convinced that u r special & trust im not just saying that i beleive that think & look within ur self search deeper for that speacial thing & when u find it trust ull be so happy & everybody will c that & they will start look at u differently cuz above eveything u need to figure out whats the problem & fix it urself beleive me u r a peson that everybody who pretends not to c u today will be on line just to talk to u & finally good luck i have faith in u & u need to have faithin ur self any way take care