I've only been going to therapy every other week now. I want weekly but insurance only pays so much & it's a 35 min. drive one way so my husband, who takes me, doesn't have much time to relax the days I go. We only talk 'bout the present. I always seem to have something that comes up. I want to start dealing w/ the past & she's willing, but I just can't seem to bring myself to do it. I skirt around the subject. I want to know yet I don't. She's good w/ me. I've learned a lot. She doesn't push me. She says I'm doing better; I hate hearing that though. I haven't been talking 'bout the deeper issues in my mind so she can't see them. If you have a support group close by, I'd encourage trying one out. We don't have anything near us. I wish we did as I know having a IRL friend would help me.
Love,
RhysMadison